Day 45 📚
Let's start with last Saturday, one of the best days I had since the quarantine started. I went to my mom's atelier to water her plants and I saw the ocean and also one of my best friends, with the car window separating us, but I saw her, and at that moment I was really happy.
I don't remember much of Sunday. I know I was quite productive on Monday, I started a few changes on my bedroom and attended my german class. The rest of the week can be considered unproductive, I got back to my crazy old sleeping schedule and spent nights awake and days sleeping.
My dad said that instead of sleeping I should be thinking about what to do with my future. I suffer from anxiety and panic attacks, there is enough thinking about the future on me. Actually, I've been feeling okay when I am able to focus on the present.
So, living in the moment my week was full of rewatching Merlí, one of my all-time favourite series, reading the All For The Game trilogy by Nora Sakavic (I just found my newest addiction) and well watching TikToks.
I realised mostly that it is essential for me to have things to be excited about. The coronavirus stopped two of my biggest entertainment, operación triunfo, and football (let's not even start on the upcoming Eurovision and Olympic games) so finding excitement in a tv show and a book series was really important to stay sane this week.
And today I had a video call with my best friend so I am happy.
I guess for next week I can only hope for a good week, productive or not.
Joana
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